I think it's kind of funny how everybody on this earth wants to be known and loved for who they are, but still, everyone craves some sort of anonymity. Or at least I do. Maybe I'm just a freak.
No, no, I know I'm not. =) Don't worry. But it's true, anonymity is so perfect sometimes. It can be so much more sincere than having everyone know who you are. Being known comes with prerequisites and qualifications. Heaven forbid someone say something out of line! Never! OMG, she SAID that?! That is SO not like her. What's wrong? We should all crowd around her and make her tell us what's really up. Dear old friend, old pal, WHY didn't you let us KNOW!? What's going on?! Why didn't you TELL US?!
Have I made my point? Not like I'm hiding stuff from my friends. Just the true expression of my thoughts and emotions are sometimes so much better anonymous. I can say what I want, and say what I mean in a way that's candid and honest. I love the Dr. Seuss quote: "Say what you want to say, and be what you want to be, 'Cause those that mind don't matter, and those that matter don't mind." It's somewhat true, but not completely. Those that matter don't mind what you think, but they do mind how you express it.
It's somewhat freeing to have a spot that you can rant and rave all you want and no one gives a rip. Like I may not be depressed, but when I write stuff that shows how down I'm feeling some people could get very concerned. It's difficult to know who will take it the right way. That's why only select people know about this blog. People that I know can take what I say for face value, and not take it deeper than it needs to be. If you don't KNOW me, read on! What you think of who I am can be judged all you want - you don't know who I really am, and this is about the most sincere I can get sometimes.
To anyone who takes the time to read this emotional spigot (LOVE that term... that bit of genius came to me last night!) thanks for taking the time to read. I admit it may not be as fun loving as some other blogs, but I'll have my moments, trust me! Enjoy!
Salama
